I am at it again. Skipping days. Losing momentum. Sucking basically. Tues I got in a HUGE fight with el husbando and then proceeded to have a binge of french fries soda and donuts. I'm sure you can guess the results. Late night vomiting and joint pain.
I am really tired of this crap. I have also had coffee the last 3 mornings. Making me dizzy, upset stomach and irritable. WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING THIS! Do I seriously hate myself that much to risk everything again? I'm on the slipperiest slope that ever sloped.
The cold fall air isn't helping. I am so weak right now. Help me.
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