Day 9 of Lusciously Clean
Today was an interesting day. I desperately wanted to weigh myself but am waiting until tomorrow. I am trying not to be worried about it but it's hard. The in laws are coming in for 5 days on Weds and I'm trying to plan for cooking for them quite a few meals. "Regular" food as well as some of the recipes I've learned. It's always strange to have to bring it up when meal time arises with people. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to. I don't really because I can't hide my body size. Not everyone who drinks "looks like" an alcoholic. But over eaters can't hide it. I'm not talking bulimics or anorexics who use their disease to help hide their food abuse. Fat folks bodies don't lie! Heaping portions of Cracker Barrel goodness. Sedentary lifestyles with wide screen TV's and a stack of delivery menus. The American dream for so many.
I've decided to go in for a series of colonics as well to really root out some stuff! I spoke a bit about it yesterday but have made the decision to go for it.
Fall is right around the corner and I'm already thinking of how much more expensive juicing and eating raw will be when food seasons change. And how my body might be craving cooked foods. I'm coming up to the 3rd week mark and still feel like I'm just beginning. It took me awhile to get this unhealthy. It's going to take awhile to get it back.
I spoke with Stanzi today about where to go after I finish her 10 day program...
I had a colonic for the first time a few weeks ago. I was skeptical about its possible benefits- and I must say, it was one of the stranger experiences of my life (and I know strange!)- but it certainly did.. something. Hey, if you ever want a buddy to go with, I'd be down to get another one in the future.
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