Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Day 9: Peeing on a strip of paper

Today was a curious day.
Day 9 of my journey and day 2 of my program "Lusciously Clean 10 Day Detox"
It was the first day since I gave up EVERYTHING that I've had such outrageous flavors!

It sounds strange to me to say this but I swear every single thing I've had on Stanzi's 10 day program "Lusciously Clean " menu has been insanely tasty and I think I honestly wanted them to be crappy so I'd have a reason to rebel against it. It was freaking delish! Eating raw is exciting! Well, it's more exciting than only juicing. Wait that sounded snarky and I didn't mean for it to be. It's just that my mind is still thinking about that damn #6!!

I had a chocolate flavored "superfood green drink" and I think that might have triggered that "let's eat a lot just because that stuff is tasty!" sensation in me. Stanzi told me that if I'm craving fat eat some. Just healthy fat. "Fat doesn't make you fat" she said but my mind doesn't want to accept that and it almost sounded a bit like "guns don't kill people, people kill people" but I have to admit that my brain patterns around food are warped.
As of today I want fat fat. Like french fries or corn chips and cheese. Will my brain ever switch over permanently to wanting only healthy choices? That would rock!

The "soups" are actually cold because they're raw. I had one today that was super yummy but my brain kept saying "I'm sorry tomato/basil flavors are hot, wtf is this?" a savory smoothie as it were. It's the same way if someone offered me a hot lemonade. No wait, they have that don't they? With whiskey or something? Anyway... I guess a cold hot chocolate. No, that's delicious too! Acck. Let's just say it's a strange feeling to eat savory cold. Unless of course it's cold pizza...

I found out why Stanzi had wanted me to get the Blood ph levels from my doctor although he'd said in his opinion they weren't necessary. It's all about the balance of cells. Check it out...




4 comments:

  1. you WILL crave healthy food. that I promise. and I am sure Stanzi has promised. Quite honestly a #6 to me looks like non-food. I know crazy right? I used to LOVE me some fast food--and now--it really truly does not even look edible. I look at it and cringe for people eating it. So I am pretty sure you will crave healthy food--it does not happen overnight, it is a process. Good job! on all your hard work.

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  2. thanks you guys. The support means so much.

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  3. shelly, i'm a friend of stanzi's!

    Just want to say that i adore what you are doing, your blog is fantastic. you are an inspiration!

    every moment of your journey so far is a moment of success! yay for your pimples! just all of the yuck coming to the surface and going backinto the atmosphere. when the zits are gone, there will be CLARITY!!!! literally and figuratively!

    thanks for allowing me to follow your journey!

    ps love your nailpolish.

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