I did pretty good today making it only on juice again.
Breakfast Juice:
Lemon, ginger, fennel, yellow pepper, broccoli, celery, apple, kale and carrot
Lunch Juice:
Red cabbage, kale, cucumber, pear, carrot, ginger,spinach and lettuce
Dinner was the leftover juice.
When I came home from my show after 12 I felt very very hungry and broke down and had a can of tuna with avocado, pepper and lime juice.
I know it's still a great choice but I am disappointed that I didn't make it the full day. I want to... scratch that ...
I NEED to get back on track. I could already tell the wonderful juices I drank today kicked the crap out of my system. I know I am not where I was when I started, but not doing juicing so strictly had me making some not so great food choices.
Am I pussing out? I hope not. I just want to play it safe. I've only had 52 days. If I were an alcoholic would I go hang out at bars with just 52 days? Well, if I was looking for an excuse disguised as "real life situations" maybe I would, but if I wanted to keep my sobriety I would follow a plan that I KNEW worked.
Eating raw and some cooked vegetarian has given me more taste, and with more taste comes a desire for "more" in general. It's strange because when I eat something that's good for me and tastes good I'm sated. When I eat something fatty or sweet, I just... want... more...
I don't know exactly how my bad choices conquered the good this past week but I'm in a fight for my life here so I'm going to persevere!
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